「到底夢想重要？還是金錢重要？」如果我真心的回答這個問題，我會說「錢，對我一啲都唔重要」。那下一句一定是，重要的定義是甚麼？每人處境不同，對於重要的定義或者生命的價值觀自然亦會不同，我沒資格評論到底哪樣在你心目中最重要，但起碼我清楚自己的目標，因為有夢想才會為實現它而拚博，因為有夢想才會叫我人生不斷的努力向前。
When I
ask you which one is important to you between “Dream” and “Money”? I would say “Money
isn’t essential for me”. Then the next you may ask what is the definition of “essential”?
Different people may have entirely distinct expression towards the issue and
the difference circumstances affect their values of live. Dream was not as far
as for me if I try desperately to make it come true, as least I set my goal to
persuade me move definitely.
A year ago, I wrote a post and said I was
not dared to quit my job and leave my family though I had prepared to be a
vagabonder.
夢想仍然是遙遙無期，就當我是繼續為自己找個美麗藉口也好，單親家庭、差不多是唯一經濟之柱、我手停家中老嫩就口停、金錢對我可能是不重要，但沒有它家人生活就不能舒適安穩，還有是我曾為自己許諾，會一直照顧母親大人至她終老，為了不犧牲家人，夢想有時就得被殘酷現實的社會吞噬。
Is it true that dream being totally unrealistic
in the present time? I managed to give some reasons(excuse) for claiming as a
breadwinner from a single parent family, it is my responsibility to take care
of my family especially my mother because of my dad passed away N years ago.
朋友多以為，我的美麗藉口說穿了還不過是一個錢字，我沒有加以反駁，因為我實在不愛解釋，我只用行動證明。他們都好奇為甚麼我突然會跑去讀書，還要一讀就要8年後才能畢業？(是的，8年真的很漫長…) 離開了18/22青春無敵少不更事有一段日子，社會責任家庭責任都重了，夢想不是不堪一擊，而是謹慎周詳的計劃，從經濟學分析只是個機會成本問題。自知不是一隻聰明豬，更奢望要先苦後甜，代價可能比一般人大，所以經常要勉勵自己付出了就不應問回報，因為這不是一項等價交換，而是一項可能沒有回報的投資(讀經濟讀到我咁，果然是一隻蠢豬)。我不知道8年後我是否仍然可以有能力打網誌(我一向較消極認為人生短暫)，但我會為自己定下一個提早退休浪遊天下的風險評估報告。
Sometimes
I was asking by my friend of the reasons behind why I turn my back going to
further studies suddenly. I haven’t given them clear explanation but
I show them in action. Yea, eight years for a degree course is apparent long
enough. I recognized I have a long way to go but I will never concede to the
reality. In the meantime, I will strive for greater effort to achieve my goal
and deliberately plan my travel plan for my future escape. I bear in mind that
no reward will be received in my educational investment, instead I tried to
convince myself education is not a fair investment. What you are devoted may
not balance to what you reward, but I still believe the golden rule of no pain
no gain and I manage to prepare my early retirement plan as well as the long
life travelling assessment.
現在呢，為防患上審美疲勞(明顯是因為年假太小自我安慰的說法)，間斷的旅行反而讓我更珍惜回味每個地方的風土文化，當然我仍會爭取每個長途旅行的機會。「夢想」，我們不是分手了，我相信有天我們會再度相遇，然後會一直走在一起~
Now, I am proud
of my act of achieving solo travel in the past and I definitely love travel. To
meet different people, to enjoy distinct culture of various countries and to
experience different lifestyle around the world distinctively so as to fruitful
my lives. I hope I am stepping the right way to make my dream come true.
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題外話，當我每日工作做得沮喪到想打辭職信之際，那個我最愛的她，竟然比我勇敢先踏出夢想的第一步。為夢想可以暫時放下現在擁有的，當我知道後第一下反應是呆了，然後我說了一句「你贏」。對於她的出走，我並不感意外，反而覺得她是應該襯年輕去追夢，更重要的是她這份義無反顧豁出去的追夢，更像我當初認識的那個她。想支持她，而做善事當然亦義不容辭(沒有第一個人捐款很難叫其他人信服的，希望她不要誤會我捐款的用意，名信片的意義對我很深，若不是真心寫給我，收到了又如何)。希望他們一路順風，好好享受這得來不易的旅程，為那不朽壞的青春喝采。
